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Heartbeats of Love Song Collection Volume 1: Love Insights

Song Collection Tracklist: Songwriter & Lyricist Jill Thrussell (pending finalisation)

Maybe Next Year Full song premastering Vocals by Colette Compton and Instrumental Arrangement by Roberto Flora
Lifeline to Your Heart (from Spectrum : Detour of Wrong)
Allies in Love (from Spectrum: Detour of Wrong)
My Gift of Love to Your Heart/Unwrap My Heart (from the original Intellect: User Repair soundtrack songs originally called Gift of Love/My Gift of Love) Rough Audio
Wrap My Gift of Love Around Your Heart (from Intellect: User Repair)
Please Don't Throw My Sacrifices Away (from Intellect: User Repair) Vocals & Instrumental by Miguetracks Acoustic Version Vocals & Instrumental by Miguetracks Pop Rock Version
Footprints of Love on My Heart
I Can't Give My Pain Away Sung by Colette Compton & Beat by DJ Slava
Stormy Rains of Pain (from the Artificial Heart of Me) Vocals & Instrumental by Miguetracks
Did She (from Intellect: User Repair) Sung by Linda Vilela & Instrumental by Jill Thrussell Sung by Linda Vilela & Beat by DJ Slava
If Only I Knew (from System Life Support) Contemporary Version Sung by Colette Compton Instrumental by Jill Thrussell Soft Soul Version Sung by Colette Compton & Beat by DJ Slava
Lifetime of Love (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love) Partial Song Rough Audio Celebration of Love Version Instrumental by Jill Thrussell Partial Song Celtic Version Rough Audio & Instrumental by Jill Thrussell
Did My Sorry Reach Your Heart on Time (from The Body Swap Shop) Full Song Vocals & Instrumental by Miguetracks Shorter Radio Version Vocals & Instrumental by Miguetracks Short Radio Contemporary Version with Rough Audio Instrumental by Jill Thrussell
Missing Part in My Heart (from The Artificial/Metallic Heart of Me) Partial Song: Vocals Sung by Colette Compton
Trials of Love (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love)Partial Song Sung by Colette Compton Instrumental by Jill Thrussell
So Much More to Say/Our Love is Just a Shadow
Stuck in a Rut of Hurt (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love) Vocals & Instrumental by Miguetracks
Whispers of Passion
Just Another Hurdle of Love (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love)
Bridge of Love in My Heart (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love)
Stain of Pain on My Heart (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love)
Can't Trade My Tears for Yesterday (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love)
We Need Two Hearts Not One (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love)
Will Our Hearts (Our Love) Stand the Tests of Time (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love)
Broken Bonds (from Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love)
Trophy of Pain
Lost Between the Sheets of Me & You
Kiss My Doubts Away (complete)
When You Kissed My Broken Heart
Change Your Heart
Just Another Lonely Regret
You Gave Our Future Away
My Love Was Not Returned
Just A Teardrop Away From Heartbreak
When Our Two Hearts Collide
Eviction From My Heart
On the Edge of Love
Empty Words Full of Lies
Detour of Wrong
Two Not Three Was Our Heart
How Many Hearts
My Heart Can't Beat in Time
Just Another Lonely Regret
A Tourist Stepped into My Heart
Alone Together with You
Nothing is Forever
Our Love is Late/Love Waits for Us
I'll Be Your Parachute (from Memorized: Fragments of Forgotten)
Love Without Daylight
Season of Memories/Our Season of Memories/Every Season of Memories

Lifetime of Love (still to be finalized) (Celtic Extended Version)

The winds of life can blow,
The moments from our hands, from our hands,
As life takes each one captive,
And they never land, never land,
But the moments that we share,
Will always live inside our hearts,
Because our shared memories,
Can never turn to dust or fall apart.

Shorter Chorus
A lifetime of love,
A lifetime of joy,
A lifetime of love,
That no one can ever destroy,
A lifetime of love,
Is what my heart wants,
To offer you,
Because my whole heart wants to spend,
My whole lifetime of love,
Falling in love with you.

Life can swallow yesterday,
And give away today, give away today,
But one thing remains that life,
Can never take away, never take away,
My lifetime of love,
That I want to (wanna) share with you,
So if you hold onto my hand,
I promise that my heart will be true to you.

The storms of life may rock,
Our lives each and every day, each and every day,
And though some hardships,
May come along our way, along our way,
One promise that my heart,
Can make to you,
Is that my love for you is sincere,
So your heart never has to fear.

Extended Chorus
A lifetime of love,
Is something I can give your heart,
Our lifetime of love,
That no one can destroy or tear apart,
And our lifetime of love,
Will be ours to enjoy,
Something that we can always cherish,
Reconcile and rectify,
A lifetime of love,
Is a gift our hearts can afford,
And our lifetime of love,
Will never be rejected or ignored,
So my lifetime of love,
Is something that I want (wanna) to,
Share with you,
Because my whole heart wants to spend,
My whole lifetime of love,
Falling in love with you.

My heart will never replace,
Trust with lies, trust with lies,
And my love will never be,
A painful trick in disguise, trick in disguise,
Just a lifetime of love,
That I want to share with you,
So if you hold onto my hand,
I promise that I'll never betray you.

Some sunny rays of life,
Can shine upon our hearts, shine upon our hearts,
And though at times life may make us,
Spend some time apart, some time apart,
Love will never leave us,
If we love us every day,
So we'll never be washed away,
By the waves of any painful yesterdays.

So life can never destroy,
My love for you, my love for you,
Because my love is made from steel bands,
That tie my heart to you, tie my heart to you,
And I have a lifetime of love,
That I want to share with you,
So if you hold on to my hand,
I'll spend my whole lifetime of love with you.

We can have a lifetime of love,
That belongs only to us,
And it will be something,
That we can always trust,
Because my love's a real love,
That's deep, sincere and true,
Because my whole heart wants to spend,
My whole lifetime of love,
Falling in love with you.

Lifetime of Love (still to be finalized) (Pop Celebration of Love Version)

Did She

Did she, did she, did she,
Did she give you all you wanted,
Was the passion strong naturally,
Or did you shatter my heart just casually,
Did you both climb up the mountain,
Peaks of ecstasy,
Was it everything you'd ever wished for,
Or just a reflection of what you are to me.

Did she let you go,
At the end of the night,
Was it a hit and run,
Or love at first sight,
Did she love you right,
Or did she love you wrong,
Coz my heart still burns,
Over how you did me so wrong.

Chorus
Did she, did she, did she,
Did she give you all you wanted,
Was it all you hoped it'd be,
Or did you shatter my heart,
For something casually,
Did she make you reach the mountain,
Peaks of ecstasy,
Was it everything you begged her for,
Or just a reflection of what you are to me.

Did you, did you, did you,
Did you think about my heart,
Or was I the last thing on your mind,
And did you just ignore the love,
You say lives deep inside,
Did you think I wouldn't know,
Was I just toy you play,
Or was I just too dumb to see that your sly that way.

Did you plan to leave my side,
And to never return,
Was it worth the sparks of passion,
Or just a bit of fun,
Did you think it was for show,
Or something you had to hide,
Coz my heart still burns,
That you cast our love aside.

Maybe, maybe, maybe,
Maybe my heart deserves more,
Than just your ragged ends,
Coz I don't love your cheating,
And your excuses ain't my friend,
Maybe I'll find someone else to love,
And hold onto to that'll bring my heart some joy,
Coz I'm so tired of the ugliness of you.

Maybe you'll find another love,
That loves your cheating ways,
And she'll play with your heart,
Every single day,
Maybe I'll find someone else,
That has nothing to hide,
Coz my heart still burns,
Over your unromantic ride.

Rap Interlude:

Did she, did she, did she,
Did she give you all you wanted,
Was she everything you thought she’d be,
And did you give her everything,
That you never gave to me,
Did you betray my heart,
Without providing any luxuries,
Or did you spend a ton of money,
For a bit of passion with a honey,
That you thought would be so hot,
Then realize it wasn't worth a lot,
Did you think I’d never find out,
About your cheating ways,
Or did you think I’d just forgive you,
Coz you think I’m dumb that way, dumb that way,
Coz you think I’m dumb that way.

Did she, did she, did she,
Did she promise you tomorrow,
Was it the time of your life,
Coz I'm on my way to someone else now,
Who'll treat me right,
Did you enjoy the nights of passion,
Or feel guilty about me,
And was it worth my heart or the lies,
Coz I ain't coming back,
To your fake love in disguise,

Did she say she loved you,
And that she'd always be yours,
Was that love everything,
That we could never be anymore,
Did she know about me,
Or did I exist no more,
Coz my heart still burns,
So your lies can't live inside me no more.

Did you, did you, did you,
Did you forget about who you are,
Did you forget about who I am,
Coz now that I'm leaving,
You can't make demands,
But I'll always remember,
Your cheating lying ways,
And my heart that you broke and ignore,
Coz someone else will love me,
A whole lot more,

So there'll be no more scars on my heart,
From your arrows of pain,
And no more wounds to my dignity,
That you can't explain,
Coz now that I'm free,
From your cheating backside,
My heart can finally live,
Without your fake love in disguise.

Maybe Next Year

Our first time was like,
Our love dash,
We gave our all,
Way too soon, way too fast,
Nothing went like it should,
So our love began to crash,
Coz our hearts didn't give,
What they should and could,
To make our love last.

But try not to lose any sleep,
Coz we can never lose,
What we didn't keep,
So maybe next year we can try again.

Chorus
Maybe next year,
We'll have a good year,
Coz the tide of love will come in,
Then stay without any fear,
Maybe next time,
We'll stand up for us,
And forget about the things that,
We can't change or trust,
Maybe next year,
Our hearts will beat true,
Coz we'll start to change,
Some of the things that we do,
Maybe next time,
Our love will stay near,
And maybe next Christmas,
We'll make it to the new year.

Our second time was like,
Our love sprint,
Love's merry go round spun us,
Way too quick, way too fast,
So we capsized and sank,
Held on strong but not for long,
So our love drifted away,
Coz our love we couldn't,
Save or keep every day.

But try not to be too sad,
Coz our love's,
More good than bad,
So maybe next year we can try again.

Chorus
Maybe next year,
We'll have a good year,
Coz the tide of love will come in,
Then stay without any fear,
Maybe next time,
We'll stand up for us,
And forget about the things that,
We can't change or trust,
Maybe next year,
Our hearts will beat true,
Coz we'll start to change,
Some of the things that we do,
Maybe next time,
Our love will stay near,
And maybe next Christmas,
We'll make it to the new year.

Our third time was like,
Our long distance run,
But with trips into,
Confusion and frustration,
Somehow we lost all the love,
But we still tried again,
Hoping for a love marathon,
But we lost our love,
Coz of complex situations.

But try not to lose any hope,
Coz our love's,
Still got some scope,
So maybe next year we can try again.

Final Chorus
Maybe next year,
We'll have a good year,
Coz the tide of love will come in,
Then stay without any fear,
Maybe next year,
We'll stand up for us,
And forget about the things that,
We can't change or trust,
Maybe next year,
The pulse of our passion,
Will be strong through it all,
And life will forgive the romance,
That we tried to spoil,
Maybe next year,
Our love will stay near,
And maybe next Christmas,
We'll make it to the new year.

Maybe next year,
Our love will stay near,
And maybe next Christmas,
We'll make it to the new year.

Final Extended Bridge
So maybe next year,
We'll be a romantic success,
And surrender to the failures,
That beat in our hearts,
Without any stress,
Spend quality time willingly,
With honesty,
Find more devotion,
Let love control our hearts,
And our romantic situation,
Let go off all our wrongs,
And let love and hope,
Keep our hearts strong,
Maybe next year,
We can try again.

Outro
So don't lose trust in us,
Coz hope can revive our trust,
And don't lose sight of us,
Coz our love can still be a plus,
If our hopes live longer,
Than our doubts,
And if our hearts love stronger,
Together than without,
Maybe next year,
We can try again.

Outro Exit: Next year, next time, maybe...

Lifeline to Your Heart (will also feature as part of The Artificial/Metallic Heart of Me)

Allies in Love (will also feature as part of The Artificial/Metallic Heart of Me)

Missing Part in My Heart (from The Artificial/Metallic Heart of Me)

Since your departure from my life,
There's been a missing part in my heart,
So with tears in my eyes,
I remember the life that we shared,
The love that we gave,
Our laughter and the tender care,
But now that you're gone,
Our joyful times no longer live,
So now only mournful echoes remain,
That seem to mock my heart's pain.

But I'll never forget our shared years,
All our happy joys and all our sad tears.

Chorus
Because without you,
There's a missing part in my heart,
Just a cold empty space,
And a world fallen out of place,
Each day without you,
There's a missing part in my heart,
And a deep void of love,
That can't be filled or given away,
Every week without you,
There's a missing part in my heart,
But nothing can restore our yesterdays,
Now that we're so far apart.

Since your departure from my sight,
There's been a missing part in my heart,
So with sadness in my spirit,
Our yesterdays now feel so distant,
Because the present can no longer offer,
A future to you and I,
So our tomorrows don't arrive, (Our tomorrows can no longer arrive)
And my life's been left with just memories,
So yesterday's sad echoes still remain,
That seem to mock my heart's pain.

But I'll never forget our shared memories,
All our sad failures and all our happy victories.

Since your departure from my side,
There's been a missing part in my heart,
So with heartache in my mind,
And no return ticket to your human abode,
I hope you've found some peace now,
Inside your beautiful soul,
But now that I no longer feel,
The warmth of your love,
Those lonely echoes still taunt me,
Because your departure from my life has (life's) been so tough.

But I'll never forget our shared years,
All our brave acts and all our cowardly fears.

Since your departure from my arms,
There's been a missing part in my heart,
So with heartbreak in my heart,
I feel my life without you now,
Has a missing part,
And though you're no longer near,
My life, side, arms and heart,
Now my heart clutches onto the broken fragments,
From those echoes of heartbreak and pain,
Full of our loving moments and the memories that remain.

Extended Bridge
So I'll never forget our shared heartbreaks,
All our amazing victories or all our painful mistakes,
Even though now all that remains,
Is just the missing part in my heart,
That still loves you so deeply across that far apart.

Final Chorus
Because without you,
There's a missing part in my heart,
And a hurt so heavy,
That my heart cries every day,
Without you,
There's a missing part in my heart,
But nothing can restore our yesterdays,
Now that we're so far apart,
Because nothing can give you,
Another day to live,
And now that we're so far apart,
There's nothing more to your heart that I can give.

Final Verse
Since you've been missing from my life,
My every hope, dream and heartbeat without you,
Seems to fall apart no matter what I do,
Because it's so hard to live my life now with no you,
But somehow deep inside of me,
In my mind, memories and heart,
You will continue to live,
And with every beat of my heart,
I'll try to keep your memory alive,
Even though you're no longer standing by my side.

Outro:
So a final goodbye,
Comes to you from my heart,
Because nothing can give you,
Another day or a fresh start,
And now that we're so far apart,
There's nothing more that I can give,
To your absent heart,

So although you're gone,
And you can no longer draw near,
Deep down inside of me,
Our love will still live without any fear,
Because our love came to my heart so naturally,
So now you will always be,
That missing part of me.